Need Satisfaction

Not much to share and this saddens me for I too was youngER not too long ago and chose to live my life driving in the fast lane with no off ramp, finally a good K hole spooked me enough to find an off ramp before I became the sad individuals you would meet still single, getting older by each bump or drink consumed and for anyone who cares and I mean the young ones here, I started at 16, came out gay, dropped acid at 17, and tested HIV positive a year later. TRUST ME when I say or your family tells you don't grow up so fast you will have your whole life to do all the twisted things you are doing know with nobody telling you to stop because when your turn 21 you will be legal and an adult to boot. My first realization of this was on my 20th birthday in at the time Oklahoma City. My partner had left his wife a few years prior, he had money and we new how to throw a party. As an evil trick on my partners part he had all our friends drop acid a little earlier than planned. Oh BTW I was dressed in purple unitard and covered in purple balloons with a hideous skullcap and green leaves and twigs..if you haven't guessed i was a batch of grapes. Then just as the acid turned me on full blast the doorbell rang and it was my mom, dad, and little sister with whom I hadn't seen because of the way the whole gay thing went down in a Italian catholic home. I don't blame my partner for this because all of my friends were in on the so called joke. Lets just say trying to "grip" or in my case "Grape" was not possible and once they were inside everyone of course makes it more uncomfortable by being quiet except for a few friends who offered to take their coats etc. Mother replied that's OK Tommy seems to be having the time of his life and I grabbed my little sister who was all of 15 and offered her a bump of cocaine. She didn't know how to do it and I showed her in my acid tripping state of mind thank the lord my hands shook so much she didn't get it in the nose, come to find out months later she was a serious drunk. But there is a story another part of my life shared for others to read, laugh at, judge, or cry. Me personally next to my Th b day party thrown by my entire family with my partner and our kids almost beat out my acid trip 20th. The point of this revelation is turning 21 in Las Vegas the following year because now I was legal was so idiotic because I had 6 year head start already.