Friday

Preach Preacher

I was getting ready to use my beta test past for Guild wars at 12:01 PST Friday morning when living in central time had the TV on in the backroom. Man on fire with Denzel Washington came on and at the top of the movie though I was not paying it any attention. I noticed a caption for this biblical scripture.

New testament scripture Romans chapter 12 verse 21

You can read the link and interpret for yourself, it seems our society is embracing it's religious roots to some's dismay. Frankly, if there was something to debate about I much rather spread the word of God's love and my obsession living as a Closet Jesus Freak. God speaks to all of us in mysterious ways and he did just that tonight for me by catching my attention for a split second to notice this scripture. It made me look it up and remember the comfort, love, and faith bible study use too and still does give me. What a glorious Palm Sunday weekend gift from above. I couldn't ask for anything more, ironically my last post was about being depressed over Easter weekend and my glory days as a celebrated circuit queen. I still miss and cherish those days, but we all can't stay young forever. Will talk soon

Thursday

City of Heroes?

City of Heroes Well once again I am trying to use a gamepad similiar to PS2 or Xbox on my PC game City of Heros. Why you ask? My beloved monkey Rolex thats why. I have a doctors appointment today and not doing as good as I wish I could be. Easter sunday is always tough for me. Not so much the family thing, but when I would perform in my prime at Easter Weekend Palm springs Circuit event. Those days are long over and I am just rocking out to Donna Summer's "this time I know it's real".
I also fucked up my Grandmothers Bday again this year. I thought it was the 16th and it was the 14th. She is 89 years old and also not doing very well. I could just cry my eyes out. I am not the same person I was 5 years ago. The world is a scary place and I am blessed to have someone like David by my side over the years good and bad. We are going on 23 years together. My that is a long time. Strangely, I dont miss SEX. It has been Sept of 1999 since I had any human contact, and it was not with David. Raven if your out there it looks like I will be going to my grave as a celibate homosexual after you. Love is strange. AIDS is a tough MFker. The world has gone plum crazy.

Music for the masses

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[Listening to: Donna and Elvis - 1990's - Recordings (32:26)]

[Listening to: Donna and Elvis - 1990's - Recordings (32:26)]

Wednesday

Bandwidth Beats Bitching

Hello everyone,

This is my first time posting, participating, or playing in a yahoo newsgroup or any for that matter after learning the hard way in the mid 90's with AOL 1.5's chatrooms dujour'. My friends, family, and even JC himself said I needed to get out of my chair and get some sun. EEEh what do they know, right. Allot turns out. 1994-96 pre and post AOL mainstream USA was obsessed with all things tech, but couldn't really get the hang of writing "code". Long story short-I raised, and then prepared for sale at an upscale restaurant 100 Quail for 500.00 to buy the Atari 400 computer. It was the one without real keys but a touchpad. This was in 1981-82?

It not for the powers that be beyond my control back then I know my passion would have followed and learned how to program or code a computer. But things happen for a reason and like I said above it wasn't until 1994 AOL 1.5 that my curiosity began again. Meeting so many great people on the Internet over the years has been a true blessing. I have said it so many times before. However, seems to me it is getting more dangerous with identity theft and dating. We all just need to be aware more.

What is this am I sitting on a soapbox. All I wanted to do was introduce myself to the group and ask a question about bandwidth and vlogs? Having my own domain www.Thom Collins.com and numerous blogs two of them on typepad and blogger who hosts them. Would it be advantages to ftp upload my files to my server and then link to them from my blogs. Would the reader get better speed or is the bandwidth and choppy video have to do for now? Any suggestions, comments, or ideas would be great.



I was asked once if I thought LIFE was Precious? My reply, Heavens NO, but I think it's damn cute.
GOD Bless you,
Thom

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